feelings

Okay, so I stopped taking my vitamins over the last few weeks. No real reason, just got out of the habit.

Some of them were recommended to counter my mood swings associated with PMS. More and more often I was becoming agitated, panicky, depressed for days. The B6 acts as a anti-depressant as it raises the seratonine level in your system. It's been working like a charm. Until now. Because I stopped taking them.

Over the last couple of days the panic returned. I am anxious about things at work mostly. a bit of life in general but these swings remind me of a time when that's all I felt. And even though I know it will pass (and hopefully soon since I'm taking the B6 again), it makes me feel uneasy sitting with all of these emotions again.

On the up-side (and yes this is somewhat like burying the lead), I have another set of emotions that stem from meeting someone new and clicking. Had a great date which last several hours, only to come home to find an email waiting for me thanking me for a great time and making further plans. Now these are feelings I can contend with.